Thursday, October 30, 2008

Bitch bitch bitch, nag nag nag.

I want to say a few things here.

Firstly, I hate exams.

Secondly, I have failed at least one course, and there is a decent chance of me failing up to three of my four courses which I am taking. This is not a happy thought.

Thirdly, I am suffering from severe writers block. Every song, every poem, every darn thing I try to write that actually has any meaning just looks like shit on a page to me, so all I do is tear it up. It's frustrating, because I feel like I have stuff to write about, but I can't fucking articulate it into any kind of lyrical form.

You can probably tell from this that I'm just not in a good mood at the moment. Of course, whenever I'm upset, I smoke more, I drink more, and I just get run down.

Then I look at what I have written, and all I can see is me bitching.

I don't want to turn this blog into my little corner where I sit and cry about how much my life sucks, but I just had to get this off my chest, and it doesn't seem suitable for a video.

On a positive note, I really like Ryan Adams and The Cardinals' new album, Cardinology. If you like a bit of Country/Alternative, then this is for you. If you don't, I recommend you try it. I think you'll like it.

And out.

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